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Its me againnnn

 Hi sayang, its me again! Heee hi sayang..its 1//1/2023 today sayang, which means its our end of 2nd month kan sayang..heee..sayang do you realised in just two months, soooooo many things has happen,like soooooooo many that i'm wondering how come in a short time so many things could crumple in. Its started with happy memories, I am very happy with you sayang, we spend so much time together,everyday that i thought i have been together with you for a long time already. Thank you for making me happy sayang..I couldnt express how much I am happy to be with you..I keep everything in my memories, which no one could take it,no one can stole from me..I'm genuinely happy to be with you sayang.. Eventhough we choose this date, but I 've fallen for you wayy before that,even I dont realised when, I only realised I feel something when I realised I cannot lose you..Just to think about it already freaking me out. Thank you sayang, I appreciate every single moment we spend together. I know...

When I'm missing you

 Hi sayanggg, It's me again heeee..I made some time to write again today..bcoz I'm missing you. But I won't write long this time, in case you feel dizzy after reading the long sentences  I wrote hahahaha.. Sayang, do you remember the first time I asked for your hand? I still smile sillily when I remember that day hahahah..I loved it when you blushed heee.. These days, when I'm missing you,  I remember all the times we spend together so I smile brightly heee..I'm finding anything that can remind me of you heee..It makes things bearable here.. Sayang, I know you are having a very hard time, and I know you also try your best to let me know how's your day going, and how hard things are for you..sayang, thank you for being very strong even when you are at your lowest point..but sayang dont forget, I'll always here by your side, no matter what..I know my sayang can fight this, please cheer up okay sayang?Please rest well, get enough sleep okay sayang?don't wor...

Letter for my favourite person

  Hi heeee, Its been a really long time since i last wrote a letter to my fav person. Hi its meeee, your fav person too, i wishhh heee..i still remember the first time i met you i was wondering how you looked like, bcoz you never take your mask off, and we didnt talked much..until you asked me question about 'breakup thingyy' and since then only we started to talk a lot..I dont usually reply to chats and I usually ghosted people a lottt,but not with you, why aaaa? Everything seems ordinary, until i felt something is off with my heart..something unsettle..something that's becoming a big why?why do i feel this way?I once tell myself I do love your character, but thats it, it should be just that,isnt it?I feel comfortable around you, like how come I can become this comfortable as I'm usually an awkward potato, I'm really awkward around people and I just love doing my own thing, alone..I enjoy being my own company, but why aaa?why does things feel different with you?I s...