Letter for my favourite person

  Hi heeee,

Its been a really long time since i last wrote a letter to my fav person. Hi its meeee, your fav person too, i wishhh heee..i still remember the first time i met you i was wondering how you looked like, bcoz you never take your mask off, and we didnt talked much..until you asked me question about 'breakup thingyy' and since then only we started to talk a lot..I dont usually reply to chats and I usually ghosted people a lottt,but not with you, why aaaa?

Everything seems ordinary, until i felt something is off with my heart..something unsettle..something that's becoming a big why?why do i feel this way?I once tell myself I do love your character, but thats it, it should be just that,isnt it?I feel comfortable around you, like how come I can become this comfortable as I'm usually an awkward potato, I'm really awkward around people and I just love doing my own thing, alone..I enjoy being my own company, but why aaa?why does things feel different with you?I started to love being around you, talking to you, everything seems right and at the same time seems really off..

I told myself that u are normally that kind of person, and that you treat other people the same way as you treated me..I should be able to make myself understand that I was always comfortable of being alone, but I failed..bcoz we are close, I do give you hints just to see how you felt about me, and most of the time I was right, you felt nothing. Nothing to compare with what I feel..As I was giving hints, I know you are aware of that, but you act like nothing, so i should understand isnt it?but my heart doesnt follow what my brain said.

Until there's one time I realised that I'm afraid of losing you, I'm afraid that the friendship that we have will turn us into a stranger, stranger that passed by like we never knew each other. And the feeling wont go away, what I feel is not going away, and its just become strong that I couldnt even get it off my mind..I'm afraid, I was so messed up that I didnt even know what should I do, what should I think, and I kept questioning myself why do I feel this way?It was hard, but I couldnt get away from it..no matter how hard I think about it, my answer always come back to one, I cannot lose you..and thats when I made my decision, to let you know how I feel even I know u already know how I feel. 

And I dont regret my decision..Falling in love with you was never in my plan, but falling deeply in love with you is my decision. I love everything about you, even its not long enough, but I felt like I've known you for years..in just a few months, we spend so much time together that I feel like I've known you forever. I love your character, I love the way you treat me, and I love you just the way you are. All the times that we spend together, all the things that we do together, I carved it deeply in my heart and mind..I love you so much sayang..

I know, things are really hard for you now, I also cannot imagine myself in your situation, but sayang you need to be strong. I will always stay by your side, as I always do..I will always cheer for you, and no matter what happen, I will always stay. I wont go away, I promise. You can fight this sayang, lets fight this together..lets show this bad thingy that you can overpower it, you can win, let them lose. Please be strong okay sayang?I love you my little bunny,my sweetie pie.♥♥