30/3/2023

 30/3/2023

Hi baby, its me.

I dont know how to write this..i've so much to say but i'm unable to say anything..i dont know how do i say this, but baby hearing your voice really lighten up the heavy heart that i have since yesterday..i cant even sleep properly yesterday..yesterday i cant even get myself to write anything bcoz my mind was blank and all i could think was praying that your operation was going well and i keep counting the hours..sy xtau mcm mana nk contact awak and nk tau keadaan awak bcoz i know you wont be able to reply me but i really need to know how you are doing..

Setiap masa sy tgok jam, sampai people keep on asking me apa yg sy kira hahahaha,i'm really a mess.

But sy ingt semalam je sy messed up, hari nie lagi teruk..sy call awk x jawab, yeah i know you couldnt answer me but i'm hoping that at least your mom can pick up so sy boleh tau keadaan awak, but no😭😭 sy sgt messed up sy xtau nak buat apa..u know i end up cari ig adik awak bcoz i really need to know keadaan awk..td bila sy balik keje tiba2 sy dgr ade call masuk and sy tgok nama awak, sy terus shaking..sy x dgr mula2 apa yg dorg ckp tp bila sy dgr suara awak, i was thinking, is it really you? I am relievedddd sekurang kurangya sy tau baby dah sedar😭😭😭😭 i was really shaking..

Habis call sy terus nangis and shaking,xtau lah kereta sblh fikir apa hahahahha..sy bersyukur sgt dgr suara awak, at least i know baby dah sedar..baby keep yourself strong okay?sy sayang baby sangat2, sy tnggu baby tauuuu..i really love you..